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Check Up #3 (FD +92)

Over the years, I’ve come to realise that I’m not the best with a diary.  I’ve historically had particular challenges with Birthdays (to be honest I’m hopeless), but I’m now finding it increasingly difficult to coordinate my day to day activities.

I guess it doesn’t help that I now have four different diaries to manage (technology has only taken me so far!), and that’s before I even consider my very busy social diary!  I have had plenty of practice over the years and I’ve rarely forgotten things, but perhaps I’ve reached the point that I need to invest some additional time to get myself organised.

I’m not this organised!

I completely missed an appointment to catch up with an old colleague recently.  It wasn’t a huge deal, but it slipped my mind until I received a slightly shirty email, too late for me to be able to do anything about it.  I was extremely embarrassed.  Must do better!

Anyway, this morning I sat outside the Doctor’s Surgery for 30 mins in the belief that I had an early morning appointment.  When I booked it I was given a handy little card containing the details of my appointment, but heaven only knows what happened to that!

From memory, my appointment was 7.45, but the surgery doesn’t open until 8.00 (except for Fridays, so there was an outside chance that I had missed it altogether!).

Outside the Doctor’s Surgery. I predict a riot!

Eventually the Surgery started to wake up, lights spluttering to life.  A slightly harassed looking Receptionist unlocked the doors to allow an unruly crowd that had gathered at the front door to gain entrance (actually it was just me and an elderly lady, but it was a bit chilly!).

Fortunately I did have an appointment, primarily to check how my drugs are working, but I also wanted to run the Euro City Cycle past the Doc too – I need to complete a Medical Form and get “Authorisation” from a Doctor.

The good news was that I continue to successfully stroll down the path of recovery.  My blood pressure is fine.  Everything appears to be progressing well.  I’m now onto a “steady” regime of medication.  I will need bloods checked to make sure my kidneys, etc. are still functioning OK, but it’s all good!

imagesCAD7GQQ6The bad news was that the Doctor, not unreasonably in retrospect, is not in a position to guarantee my fitness (Mental or Physical) to participate in the Charity Cycle.  I was a bit disappointed during the initial discussion, but having thought about it it makes sense.  I wouldn’t be willing to bet my Professional Reputation / Medical Practice on someone else’s actions either, particularly someone else like me!

Of course, it’s all down to insurance and lawsuits.  The key is obviously the wording on the Medical Form itself.  Hopefully the insurers will be sympathetic.  Given the number of Heart Patients that participate in these events (it is organised by The BHF after all!), I’m hoping the Medical Form is appropriately worded so it doesn’t become a real issue.  Fingers crossed!

Just another little challenge that I never thought I’d have to face!

Tired and Grumpy

There are different sorts of tired:  Exhausted, Fatigued, Weary, Drowsy, Pooped, Jaded, Sleepy, Run Down, Flagging, Broken…

As predicted by people that know better than me, I was tired this morning.  Which sort of tired I don’t know exactly as it took me several hours before my brain had warmed up sufficiently to properly assess the situation. By which time the feelings had leaked away.

untitled (34)There are many days when I return from work feeling jaded.  A sort of dull fog gathers around my head and upper body as the work day wears on.  It’s not a positive tiredness, it’s one that grows despite you, rather than one you’ve actively gone out and earned.  Since the Heart Attack, I’ve found myself slightly more aware of this sensation, perhaps because I’m more aware (“listen to your body”) or perhaps because I’m affected more.

In the old days I would have poured myself a drink and the woes of the world would have drifted away.  Now, I choose exercise.  An hour on the bike is sufficient to blow the cobwebs away.  A post-exercise buzz, and everything is tickety-boo all over again.

I continue to sleep well, but occasionally wake up feeling sleepy.  Again, in the old world I would resort to chemical stimulants to liven me up.  A couple of strong coffees and I’d be “good to go”.

imagesCAFA5V8ZI’ve also eliminated caffeine from my diet, so I guess I’m a slower starter than I used to be.  This is, however, offset slightly by the fact that I am not impacted in any way by the after effects of alcohol and unhealthy late night snack-attacks!

As it turns out, the early morning sleepy feeling can also be accompanied by grumpiness.  Severe grumpiness on some occasions.

This morning was a case in point…

I had an introduction to the gym last night.  The 20:15 start time seemed fine when it was arranged, but as it happened, I got home from work feeling jaded.  I snuck in a very short period of shut-eye before getting ready, but not enough to make a real difference,

The introduction session was good.  It turned out that there is a lot I can still do in the gym, providing I’m sensible, and keep my feet moving.

By the time I finished, however it was 21:00, and I hadn’t actually done any exercise.  Having made the effort to get there, and inspired by the introduction, I figured there is no time like the present, and launched into a gym session.

Afterwards I felt great!  My exercise buzz wiped out my fatigue.  I was ready to take on the world.  By the time I got home, I was not however ready to sleep.

So I sat up for a while before heading upstairs…

“It was way past my bed time!”

“I would regret it in the morning!”

And I did!

So, sincere apologies to all the people who came into contact with me during the early part of today.  Lesson learned (again).

Louise – I’m sure your Fruit Juices are lovely.  It’s all very exciting!  🙂

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A User’s Guide to Cardiac Rehabilitation

After 8 weeks and 16 sessions, I’ve finished my Cardiac Rehabilitation Programme.  Yahoo!

The course is complete however graduation will need to wait for my final assessment – to measure my progress since I started back in mid-July – I’ll do this in a couple of weeks.

A huge thank you to all the staff!

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The Rehab Dream Team: Kirstein, Maggie, Brenda and Bernard

The experience has been a wholly positive one for me.  Helping me to come to terms with the whole Heart Attack experience and get back to some sort of normal routine (although it will change again now Rehab is finished!).

One of the things I’ve never understood about the Cardiac Rehab is why more (eligible) people don’t make more use of it?

After you’ve had a Heart Attack, or been treated for some sort of Heart condition, you would imagine that you’d be past the denial stage – the game is up!  For many of us, we are in the fortunate position to make changes that will improve (and extend) our lives.  So why doesn’t everyone?

From my perspective, it’s time to make a positive change!  The Cardiac Rehabilitation Programme is what’s on offer to help… so take advantage of it!

I thought Rehab was a really important opportunity to take action, regain control, learn and reflect.  I’m therefore dedicating this update to de-mystifying Cardiac Rehab for people that may need it in the future…

The Structure of the programme

There were 3 distinct sections to Cardiac Rehab which ran two sessions a week:

  1. Exercise – 30 minutes of exercise tailored to your personal capability (using Treadmill, Cross-Trainer, Step Machine) with a facilitated warm up / cool down to get your heart working
  2. Relaxation – 30 minutes of relaxation to help you learn how to take control and chill out
  3. Education – 60 minutes of education on a variety of Heart & Lifestyle topics (once a week only)

In addition, your first (and last) session will be a Physical and “Happiness” Assessment.  You will be asked to do a “Beep Test” and to answer some questions on your state of mind (e.g. Are you happy?  Yes / No) .

Wear clothes that are suitable for exercising in – I went for full gym kit, but it really depends on what you’re comfortable in.  Don’t worry, it’s definitely not a fashion parade!

Free up time

The Cardiac Rehab sessions will take a minimum of 2 hours per week.  That’s if you just do the Warm-Up, Exercise and Cool-Down.  You’ll need to add an extra 1 hour per week for the Post-Exercise Relaxation and another hour for the Education session.  Factor in the journey to and from the hospital, and the time it takes to shower and change, and you’re looking at a fair commitment of time over the 8 weeks.

Personally, I considered this an investment in myself, in my future, for myself and my family.  A long overdue investment in my health and wellbeing.  Worth it?

Before you start

If you’ve followed the guidance, you will have been exercising regularly since leaving hospital.  Starting very gently, maybe 5 mins twice a day, and building up slowly.  You may be up to 30 mins twice daily, and feeling good, stronger and fitter. You will hopefully have gained confidence and be ready for the next stage.

As you start Cardiac Rehabilitation, you may well feel like you’re being held back, forced to go backwards even.  You will likely start your exercise sessions with 1 to 1 or 2 to 1 (minutes on a Heart Exercise Station to “rest”), slowly working up the amount of time you spend working your heart.

As you demonstrate your fitness and strength, the duration of exercise will steadily increase.  “Steadily” being the operative word!

Monitor your status

The Exercise sessions start and finish with Pulse and Blood Pressure measurements.  Changes in medication are also recorded.  I’ve found seemingly small changes in medication have had a big impact on how my heart responds to exercise – well worth monitoring so exceptions can be identified more easily.

I used my own Heart Monitor to keep an eye on my pulse throughout each exercise session.  It’s not really a requirement as there are monitors on most of the machines, but personally I found it reassuring to know where I was against my upper limit.

One of the key outcomes from Rehab will be to have an increased awareness of what you can safely do and how you feel when exercising at the right level of intensity.

State of the Art Gym

Our “State of the Art” Cardiac Rehab Gym

The warm up

I found the warm up quite uncomfortable the first couple of times I did it (embarrassing uncomfortable not physically uncomfortable).  If you imagine the lightest, lowest impact aerobics ever, and then tone it down (right down) you’ll get a sense of the level of exertion.

I realised after a while that it is, after all, a warm up for a group of people suffering from Heart Disease.  Gentle is probably the way forward!

I got used to the Warm Up after a few weeks.  I guess this is a reflection on how well you’re coming to terms with toning down your behaviour to take account of the fact that you’ve had a Heart “Event”!

The cool down is similar, but even more gentle!

Pace yourself

You need to bare in mind that 8 weeks is quite a long time.  Although I’m sure you’ll be keen to get back to normal, it’s an opportunity to build up at a sustainable pace.  You will make progress, just don’t be in too much of a hurry.

If someone turns down the resistance on your work-out machine, reducing the intensity of your work out (and they may well do!), take a deep breath and, if you’re feeling strong, increase your speed.  You can still do the same amount of work, but in different ways.

Build confidence

You’ve probably already realised that the aftermath of a Heart Attack isn’t all about you.  To a large degree, the people that you’re close to, that you interact with from time to time are more important.

Part of the recovery process is giving everyone (including yourself) time to re-build confidence in what you can safely do, to trust that you’re not going to do yourself damage or put yourself in danger again.

Well, the Cardiac Rehab Team are people too.  They too will build confidence over time, but it does take time.

Do your homework

I think it’s important to continue to exercise regularly while you’re on the Programme.  That means continuing to exercise at home, between Rehab sessions.  That way you’ll really feel the benefit of the exercise and build your strength over the duration of the course.

Relaxation

The Relaxation sessions followed a common routine…  participants either lie on a bed / floor mat, or sit in a chair, and start by focussing on deep breathing, followed by tensing and relaxing muscles from Toe to Head.  The process is facilitated by an instructor reading a well-worn script.

There then followed a variety of other relaxation techniques, again following instructions.

Imagine yourself in a warm, comfortable place…

To be honest, for the last few weeks, I switched off by the time the initial relaxation was complete.  Overly relaxed perhaps?  I have to admit, I was guilt of being the rogue snorer on one occasion (one that I’m willing to own up to anyway!).  I definitely wasn’t the only one!

The relaxation techniques are useful for winding down in everyday life, both to take a few minutes out from a stressful day, or to help respond positively to difficult situations (deep breath, drop your shoulders…).

Education Sessions

The education sessions included:  Diet, Medication, Preparing for the future, Stress Management, Anatomy of the heart, Getting back to “normal”.

One of the major benefits of Cardiac Rehab is having the opportunity to talk to other people in a similar situation.  As the members of the group change over the 8-weeks, you will meet and share experiences with people at different stages of their Rehabilitation.  This is informal, but valuable and rewarding.  I really enjoyed seeing people’s confidence growing week by week.

And then it’s over…

I’m more or less on my own now, at least for the time being.  I already have a gym assessment scheduled and I’ve signed up for swimming lessons.

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Swimming… yes. Butterfly… I don’t think so!

For me, Cardiac Rehab created some structure to the recovery process.  I had come through my initial 4-week recuperation, and was ready to return to work.  Cardiac Rehab made me focus on myself 2 mornings a week.

Memories of the initial feelings to the Heart Attack are quickly forgotten.  It’s all too easy to fall back into bad habits, to proceed as if nothing has changed.  The 8 week Rehabilitation process provides some extra time to fall into good habits, to seek guidance and support.

It was also really nice to be part of a little group.  Although there were a diverse range of individuals participating, we all had something in common, none of us were strange (at least not because of our Heart conditions!).  Most importantly, I think everyone genuinely cared about each other.

Good luck to my fellow participants current and future!!!

Artists impression of my Cardiac Rehab group!

Out and about

It was another cracking morning in the North East of Scotland this morning.  I marked it with my latest venture out on the bike.  It’s the second weekend I’ve been out early, not quite the crack of dawn, but certainly a good start to the day.  It’s definitely a routine to get into!

Beautiful Morning

A cracking morning to be out on the bike!

As a result of my recent “Sore Leg” post, I have received some guidance that the reason my legs have been hurting is because the cleats on my shoes were slightly at the wrong angle.  Having made some subtle adjustments to my shoes, it felt much more comfortable.  Hopefully problem solved… it’s good to share your woes!

This morning’s ride was the longest continuous effort I’ve put in since my Heart Attack.  We went at a steady rate and kept going.  We covered about 16.5 miles in just over an hour (including spending some time trying to correct a mechanical “knocking” sound that turned out to be the lid of my water bottle rattling against the frame!!).  It didn’t feel fast, but it felt quite tough.

Morning Ride

The first of many loops around Westhill – slightly more undulating than the Turbo Trainer!

I do have to remind myself that I’m recovering from a Heart Attack, and back this up with frequent checks of the Heart Monitor.  I am however also making up for about 20 years of physical neglect, so my of my body is at the limit, not just my heart!

It really is great to be out and about though.  It gives me confidence that I’m making good progress.  I’m just about to enter my last week of Cardiac Rehabilitation, so it’s a good time to start to (slowly) push the boundaries!

My poor old legs

I feel a little sorry for my legs.

After years of neglect, I have asked quite a lot of them recently.

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My legs have been abused, but not this badly!!!

My legs had little, if anything, to do with my Heart Attack but they’ve been required to play quite a significant role in my road to recovery.  Walking, cycling, cross-trainer… I would have struggled to get this far through my recovery without them!

They have had little in the way of assistance.  Other than the occasional stretch, they’ve been left to their own devices.  Conversely, my Heart has had the assistance of lots and lots of drugs to help it recover, to make it more efficient, to help it out.  My legs have had none.

Over the past couple of weeks my legs have started to fight back.  Little niggles have made getting moving in the morning a slow process.  Aches and pains have come and gone.  Nothing bad enough to stop me from exercising, but sore enough to be a constant reminder.

I’m going to need to cajole my legs into coming along for the ride (quite literally!).  They continue to have an important part to play in my on-going recovery.  Hopefully the niggles will recede in time.  I certainly won’t be taking them for granted again!

Over 40 Health Check

There have been a number of stories in the UK Press recently about the value (or lack thereof) in “Over 40 Health Checks” (example http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/health-23765083).  Given my recent experiences, I feel that I should have an opinion on this.

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Cheeky! It tends to be too cold in Aberdeen for this sort of nonsense!

The argument for the tests is that the programme could prevent 1,600 heart attacks and strokes, avoid at least 650 premature deaths, prevent over 4,000 new cases of diabetes and detect 20,000 cases of diabetes or kidney disease earlier.

The argument against is based on the fact that most people who need the test the most are the least likely to volunteer.  As a result, people that are perhaps lower risk go through the stress of the tests and may get offered medication they don’t necessarily need.  The money could perhaps be spent targeting higher risk groups for more direct interventions.

I’ve had a few days to think about this, and I’ve struggled to reach a conclusion.

From a personal perspective, I have never had a test, and wasn’t planning on getting one in the near future.  If I had undergone the test a few days before my Heart Attack, what would it have told me?

untitled (28)I suspect my Cholesterol would have been high, and I would have been told I would benefit from losing some weight.  Maybe it could have told me more, but we would have been dealing with degrees of risk (as far as the Heart Attack was concerned anyway) rather than absolute certainties.  The tests may have been more conclusive.

Who knows?!  I didn’t give it a try.

Having survived my Heart Attack it’s easy to forget the fact that 1 in 3 people in the same situation don’t even make it to hospital.  Avoiding Heart Attacks is a very good thing!

I’m not sure what would have prompted me to take the test in the first place.  I guess that’s the bigger issue.  Perhaps I’m missing the fact that I was one of the difficult to reach, high risk individuals!

Given the tests are available, if you’re over 40, I would suggest you take a deep breath and get yourself checked out.  You don’t have an excuse for not doing it… I’ve told you to!  We can leave it to the policy makers to worry about whether it’s good value for money or not.

Health Check

The summer’s over

The summer’s over.  The girls have gone back to school, marking the end of a rather different summer holiday.

Thanks to my little incident, Disney World was exchanged for Codona’s Aberdeen and Daytona Beach for Cullen.  Thanks goodness the weather was good!  I think fun was had by all.

Who needs Disney World?!

Right on cue the days are getting noticeably shorter and there has definitely been a turn in the weather.  The last three mornings have been greeted with a heavy, persistent fog.  Rather than the refreshing blanket of moisture that started the balmy days of summer, there is no obvious end to the mist, no sun to brighten up our day, just the promise of the darkness and damp to come.

As we enter a new phase, I fear it’ll be easy for the memory of my Heart Attack to fade.  I’ve met several people recently who have been through similar experiences and can’t remember the details of the event.  Everything has gradually returned to normal, and the old bad habits have crept back in.

I am very keen that this doesn’t happen to me.  I can be very focused when I want to be, but stamina is not a strong point and I’m not the best “completer / finisher”.  The new health and fitness regime is going well, but I need to make sure it stays that way!

This doesn’t describe me very well! I can do it but it’s hard work.

The current phase of my Cardiac Rehab will be finished in 3 weeks which will mark another big change.  I know it’s going to be increasingly difficult to get motivated to exercise when it’s cold, dark and wet.  I’m going to have to find myself some new forms of exercise to keep my interest up…

It’s a marathon not a sprint!
(and, incidentally, I believe you’re more likely to be successful if you dress appropriately!)

I’ve never been to an Exercise Class at a Gym, but this could be a good time to start!

Mr Grumpy

People keep asking me:

“Are you alright?”
“Yes, I’m fine.  Why?”
“You just look unhappy.”

As any amateur psychologist knows, being told you look miserable is not great for morale!

Mr Grumpy… smiling inside!

It’s got me thinking… am I less happy now than I used to be?  Am I indeed miserable?

Having reflected on these important questions, I’ve concluded that no, I’m not unhappy.  Neither am I less happy than I was before my Heart Attack.  So what’s causing the perception of misery?

I can only conclude that the default expression on my face must have changed…  Perhaps my additional chins used to force my mouth upwards into a fake smile.  Maybe the unhealthy me gave off an unnaturally positive glow.  Who knows!

Under normal circumstances, I’d prescribe happy pills to cheer me up (or a stiff gin perhaps!), but I’ll have to focus on happy thoughts and make an extra special effort to be Mr Happy!

Check Up #2 (FD +61)

Another beautiful morning in sunny Aberdeen… the summer just keeps on coming!

imagesCAZ3SE22This morning saw my first visit to the Doctor since 27th June.  It seems slightly strange to be so conscious of all aspects of my health but to have limited direct, regular medical oversight.

I’m not sure what I would have expected, but somehow taking the “let us know if anything changes” approach somehow seems a little “light”.

Is it this type of thinking that creates an unnecessarily high demand on the NHS, I wonder?

On arrival at the surgery, I was slightly surprised to discover that the entertainment was BBC London News.  I can understand the News aspect, catching up on the breakfast news seems like a reasonable thing to do.

What I couldn’t fathom was why we should be interested in the traffic around the M25 (London Orbital), or how smoothly the various London Underground lines were running (the Northern was experiencing minor delays, incidentally).  I can only assume that someone in the Surgery has a cheeky weekend in London planned and is trying to get into the mood a little early.  If that’s you, the game’s up!  (But have a great weekend anyway!)

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London Underground Map… particularly useful if you’re planning on spending the day in Aberdeen!

The Doctor’s consultation itself was an uneventfully positive affair:

  • My BP (medical speak for “Blood Pressure”) is fine – artificially kept low to reduce the workload on my heart.
  • My liver and kidney function is “normal” – good news, as a potential side effect of the drugs is that they “break” something else that was working fine before, in particular my liver or kidneys.
  • My cholesterol is “abnormal”… abnormally low I guess.  My total cholesterol reading was 2.9 mmol/L (Good if less than 5 mmol/L) and my “bad” cholesterol is 1.6 mmol/L (Good if less than 3 mmol/L).

Follow the link for more information on High Cholesterol: http://www.nhs.uk/conditions/Cholesterol/Pages/Introduction.aspx

So, it’s all good!  The drugs continue to work!

I was just left with a not so subtle reminder not to rush things or push too hard!

OK… I hear you!

My heart is not allowed to do this… yet!